Sunday, October 29, 2017

A Lazy Day

The more days I spend not working outside the home, the crazier I am getting.  One day just blends into another.  I try to busy myself with the things I generally enjoy doing, but I just can't get excited about it.  

It's worry.  I cannot seem to stop worrying about when the money from work comp is going to start coming in.  I know that's the basis for all of this and that once my checks start coming, I might feel a little bit normal again.  

I consider myself to be a very faithful person.  I consult God in every thing I do in life, but for some reason, I just can't seem to find rest in Him in this situation.  The fear cripples me at times and I worry that serious depression is going to set in..  

I gave it until yesterday's mail was delivered before I got myself wound up again.  I'm getting on the phone tomorrow and rattling everyone's chain until I get some answers.  I've got a couple of weeks before it's complete melt-down time.

Please pray for me.

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